I'm Shay Lyn. I love smiling. I'm half Greek. |
Easily distracted as well as easily amused.
Single & not accepting applications.
On a neverending quest to discover & conquer anything & everything that catches my eye.
And by that I mean I want to know how everything works. Why people do the things they do. Why politics piss me off so much. Trig. Every shortcut in Photoshop. How to win an argument. How to not care what people I don't even know think about me. Why I act like a cancer and not a leo. Why I feel the need to have at least 30 tabs open at all times in Chrome (because I right c lick on a link for fear of not remembering that I want to learn about whatever it is that I am clicking on, there are so many tabs that got force closed and so many things I wanted to know and will never remember!!! NOOOOO!) and/or is there an app that would do this for me so I don't have to accidentally forget something I wanted to learn about because chrome can't handle any more shit and shuts down.. lol
My mind is a very terrifying place. There are a million things about the way it works that I wish I could tame.. mainly because I give myself too much unnecessary grief over shit that is over & done with and about every possible situation that has, could have or might ever happen. I make the best of it though and try to keep most of the fucked up shit to myself. On my aforementioned quest, every time I find something that explains something about me I feel a little more.... complete. Like the Carl Jung 16 Type test... I am an INFP. I felt a lot better after that because it described me to a T. (see now I just opened a new tab to ask google where that saying came from .. to a T... yeah I know it is ridiculous. welcome to my head)
To be continued...